or go on a shooting spree. some people dont realize that they are not free. these people ARE free. is it a delusion? what isnt a delusion? case in point, the average schoolboy will turn anything into a gun or sword, and it is not to protect anything, it is to go on a killing spree. cartoon violence is what they call that now i think. of course, this is slightly askew from what i am trying to convey. that is, i used to be really paranoid that people, that THEY were doing things to me. maybe i read too many conspiracy books. but now i dont give a fuck. knowledge is a dance, a sport, a game. conspiracy theory is art criticism. if there is a THEY, then THEY must be considered artists like the people on this website. their canvas is history and the future. a conspiracy theorists' main concern is history and the future. anyone who is protecting something is protecting the future of the thing, the past or both. but the now cant be protected, because it cant be contained or defined. once it has been defined, it is over, it is past. people who are free are people who live in the now. these people are children (who arent abused), crazy people who hallucinate and like it, and people like me, people who dont give a fuck.